i really love my boyfriend,
but ive always been the one to break a good thing off.
and for some reason tonight im feeling like thats
where its going. and i really dont want it to go there
so im trying my hardest not to let it. you know how
being with one person too long can make you crazy,
and then you long for someone different and then you
start to realize other people like you and think things
about you. its kind of like the person you liked before
you met this person likes you or knows you now, and
you feel like something could take off if you were single.
but then again your in love with probably the best person
that could ever come around. im so confused. i mean,
yeah i know theres no reason to break up with my current
boyfriend but theres still that since of what would i be like
now if i didnt have him. would it be weird, would i be happy,
would i be sick? . . . it really sucks thinking things like this.
going to bed.
wanna help?
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